The Answers

Many of you might find these words awkward and different especially when they're coming from my Pen. People who have me in their heads 24/7 will find these normal because according to them that's who I am, or at least they express so. Telling people the random stuff I am going through, Things I am learning or the matters I find strictly condemnable.

 

 

  Winter is over for me, not speaking from the weather's perspective, more like the study calendar's winter. I think these winter vacations are the only reason I have started loving this season. But That's not the Point here. While we all are about to start a new year, the most awaited and the anticipated one in which you practically start getting your hands wet everyday. All of a sudden, unlike others, I don't feel like excited anymore. Yes I was but I am not anymore. I want something different, something more practical. But what can be more practical than this? Maybe it's just the regret speaking? After wasting 3 precious months. But I didn't waste them. Did I? Remember? Volunteering for Educational Projects, Social works and learning new things, And I was more Social and Responsible person this time. I faced people who don't like me. I got my confidence back and I have stopped judging people. I am back to being a Good Old lad now. What is it then? And I feel great because I have started reading books. I never knew they're this much interesting. Perhaps these writers weren't writing before. But they were. They're the same Writers. I just can't believe I finished a book in one single day. Damn that was Yesterday. I felt good and wanted to read more. But I have classes and college tomorrow? How is this that I don't find this interesting? After all I love doing stuff.
  Okay. Why not? But Why at the first place. Why am I trying to find the answer at the First place?
Satisfaction? Excuse to myself? I think its because I want to convince myself that I have learnt something, Rationality!!

I know I am wrong and it can't be the end or the answer I need. But it doesn't always have to have an end!!!!